Thursday, September 28, 2023

π—Ÿπ—œπ—§π—˜π—₯𝗔π—₯𝗬: "A fondness to conceal" by Ashley B. Borga

 

Published by: Mary Nazarene Francisco

Date Published: September 28, 2023

Time Published: 12:01 AM


Category: Prose

Subject: Love, Gender identity


I see her like a diamond as I become blind by peeping in the light of her beauty that nobody could've denied, and If I would be asked to describe her appearance, I couldn't figure where to start. I could start with her hair that she wears like a cape, it sways and it dances with the rhythm carried by the wind, or I could start with her eyes, shining and shining that it gives me no strength to peek and if I try, I would end up blind. There's so much to say, that I panic when analyzing where to start. If someone asks me, what kind of a woman she is, I would say, "She's so much, that she'll make you jump to conclusions that you don't deserve what she gives and what she is.”


If you ask me how I am doing, I will not get tired telling you stories about her, as she's the only one who fills my day. A day that I will surely treasure...forever. Every time she passes by, I can't help but notice a sweet strawberry fragrance that is clinging on her body. It is so strong that everyone in the room could smell it, but it is so mild that it calms me. We bond like we don't care about anything, we laugh 'til our stomach hurts, we share stories of our childhoods, we help each other in everything, we do things together, we create memories that I will hold on forever, even my skeletons are laying alone in its grave.


I know her for a very long time and I will not deny that I fell in love and this love gets deeper and deeper but I couldn't confess even if I want, I want her to be my girl, I want her to be with me, looking forward to do things like any other couples do with her, I love her so much but I'll be in favor keeping this as my secret because I know that this thing goes beyond her interest. I'm a close friend of hers, I master every inch of her, that's why I know that she doesn't want a "she" and that she prefers a "he".


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